john1973

What a looker!

1979. I was 19. I wasn't out at all even if I knew I was gay, and I only had had one not pleasant experience with a man in his late 40s.
Finishing high school me and 2 straight close friends during summertime traveled one month by car from Milan, Italy (where we lived) with counted money, sleeping bags and tent throughout Switzerland, Germany, Holland, Luxembourg, France and back. Our last stop was Paris for 5 days. It was our reward from our parents for having had great grades at school.
 
We were always together and we had a great time. Our last day in Paris before driving straight back to Milan we decided to take one day off from each other. After walking by myself for a while (who can get bored by walking in Paris?...) having a itch I decided to take the metro and stop at Pigalle, the Red Zone of Paris. I walked mesmerized throughout the streets filled with sex shops, strip clubs, peep shows (in Milan back then there were only a bunch of sleazy porn movie theaters), porn theaters. I walked into a movie theatre and watched for the first time a gay movie. I saw that few men went back and for to the restroom, and a bit scared but excited I decided to go inside and I saw lots of action. As I was a very cute teenager they all jumped on me like bees on honey. Hot but scary! One very handsome sexy guy who started to kiss me told me "Follow me". I followed him by metro to his campus (he was an Hungarian young man in his early 20s who was studying Arts in Paris). Our English (especially his) was quite basic but we understood each other. His name was Ferenc. We arrived at the University Campus, he closed the door of his room and we spent an AMAZING couple of hours of passionate sex which I still vividly remember after 41 years! I DO remember that he was a HUNG Hungarian...and it took sometimes to accomodate him in my almost virgin ass.
We kept in touch by letters for a few years, in 1987 I even went with my then boyfriend to Budapest and we met for lunch. And then we lost touch.
 
I recently found him on Facebook, of course many years have passed by for both us, but it was very nice to realize that he had not forgotten also that beautiful experience!

I was in my late 20s and in Minneapolis on business when I went to a gay bar and ran into someone I had met at a volleyball tournament. He was an athlete, very tall, in good shape, and shy with dark hair, smooth body, and nice definition. He was around my age, maybe a few years older. He invited me to his place and I ended up fooling around with him and spending the night. He was handsome and sweet and a lot of fun. In the morning, he left for work and his handsome, hairy roommate came into the room with a cup of hot coffee for me. He was also around my age with sandy brown hair and thick even stubble on his face. He had a naughty smirk and was wearing only a bathrobe which accidentally opened up when he was serving my coffee. In no time at all, I was in his bedroom. He was a lot of fun. I felt both happy and guilty as I left to continue with my day. I hope I didn't do anything that could damage their friendship. In the mean time, I felt desired and satisfied.

I can't imagine wanting a sensual massage from him.

We shouldn't underestimate how hard it is for someone with no guaranteed income to float that extra $100 in deposits per day, especially in these lean times. Many of the people who stay in budget accomodations do not have that kind of flexibility all the time. Add to that the many forms of discrimination that a black person faces everyday. I sympathize with Jarrod here and can only imagine what it's like for folks who are having an even harder time being unhoused or without a guaranteed income during a pandemic.

We shouldn't underestimate how hard it is for someone with no guaranteed income to float that extra $100 in deposits per day, especially in these lean times. Many of the people who stay in budget accomodations do not have that kind of flexibility all the time. Add to that the many forms of discrimination that a black person faces everyday. I sympathize with Jarrod here and can only imagine what it's like for folks who are having an even harder time being unhoused or without a guaranteed income during a pandemic.

Chicago is reopening tomorrow so I figured I'd check the listings, even though I'll probably wait a little longer before I actually get a massage.
 
And look who I find! One of my worst experiences that I didn't mention in my previous entry.
https://www.masseurfinder.com/massage-therapists/33820/
 
An out of shape straight diva with an astounding menu of upcharges. The only thing missing was a $20 surcharge if you wanted to hang your coat rather than throw it on the ground. Ridiculous.

Dante Colle, Andrew Stark, Nash Lawler

Gouverneur's location cannot be beat when doing the rounds of the strip bars and for commuting as well. It has an indoor pool, a food court, and access to a subway station.

as others have said, old-timers who I know or have met will get honest, more specific replies from me to their PMs.....unknowns or newbies will also receive an answer, but it may be more general and non-committal....and, of course, individual chemistry applies......I highly recommended a provider to somebody inquiring with me via PM and he later replied that their meeting was not so good.....made me reconsider the whole replying thing......

All of these are good responses and I agree with being uncomfortable with details for all the reasons mentioned. I have always gotten very good recommendations from guys on this message board and more than a few times steered away from a bad experience and a waste of money. So honest feedback is very important and I always welcome that and try to provide it when asked. But... honest feedback is often very different than over-sharing on other things that may happens during a massage. That should be between provider and client.

I don't think he escorts at all.
Up until Covid hit he was a bartender at a popular bar in Hells Kitchen. I usually pick up a vibe when a guy is open to "possibilities" and there was none of that going on.
He's incredibly sexy in person and if he was ever for rent I'd hire him in a second! ?

I'm picturing a country club-like membership process of getting accepted into this group.
 
'Sir, we'll need you to disclose what MODEL of penis pump you're using, as well as three character references who have seen you naked and can vouch for your masturabatory demeanor.'

The "Kung Flu", really???

I do not usually have a difficult time coping. Life is hard and mine has been easier than most. But today, I have just hit the wall. Working in a New Jersey Hospital is not nearly as difficult right now as working in a NYC Hospital. We have most equipment. We have beds. We have staff. We have patients and each day we have more and more patients. Right now the numbers are not overwhelming but they are increasing and more and more compromises are being made. Most of the staff are just doing their job. But there is an air of anxiety and trepidation hanging around every corner. There are hollowed shells walking the halls. Fear and uncertainty is everywhere. There are no laughs not even at jokes with a dark humor,
 
I went into work today and started the day as part of a physician conference call. The conference call was to inform us that the governor has given physicians immunity. This is not being widely publicized. Essentially, within the scope of good medical practice, we cannot be be sued for actions that previously would have been not only malpractice but quite possibly criminal. That is, we were informed of the plans for the upcoming ventilator shortage. It is not first come first served as it is in the toilet paper aisle. There is no hoarding or buying for a friend, When the respirators are 90% in use, which is the case in several hospitals in New Jersey, then patients are assigned a color code. Green patients are those that get to keep the respirators. Yellow are the patients about whom clinical status and general condition are favorable. Red are the patients that are first in line to have their respirators removed should others in higher categories need them. Blue, well blue never get the respirator from the onset.
 
I could barely contain my anger, fear, frustration, and utter disappointment. We knew this was coming, I knew it was coming but now it is here and it is a palpable real pain, physical, mental, emotional and spiritual. We were given guidelines as to what to tell family members when it is time to take their loved one off the ventilator. They do no have the final word. There is an appeals process, but that process can only last 30 minutes while the patient waiting for the ventilator is manually ventilated, Two more hours will be needed to clean the ventilator and reequip it.
 
Three people will take turns manually ventilating the patient, Oh did I mention that once you are assigned a color, the person coming off the respirator would have had to be on the respirator for 5 days, so theoretically long enough to turn the corner and get themselves into a higher color group. However, the decision as to who comes off the respirator is made by random computer selection of those in the lowest category.
This is not to say that the assignment of the color group is random.
 
Patient's are stratified by a variety of factors, age NOT being one of them.
 
Today, I had a new patient with possible Covid admitted to my service. She is 87 with a touch of dementia and lives at her daughter's home with a loving family. I spoke with her daughter on the phone to get information about her mother. She told me to try and do everything to help her mother but that if it was clear that there was no hope of her returning to her previous level of functioning, or close to it, that her mother had decided long ago that she did not want to live that kind of life.
 
When I went into see the patient, I gowned and gloved and on the way in , I noticed her lunch tray and decided to give a hand to the other staff by bringing it in. PPE (personal protection equipment ) is still sufficient but not plentiful so my act saved one set. I brought her lunch tray in with me and saw a pleasant looking woman who appeared about 15 years younger than her age. She had eyes closed and did not respond when I called her name. I put down her lunch tray next to her untouched breakfast tray and did my exam. She appeared to be comfortable and was definitely someone who was doing much better than her numbers (lab values vital signs and other measurable qualities). I went to leave and the empty breakfast tray and the new lunch tray just haunted me. I opened the packet for her utensils and the vanilla pudding put a bit on the spoon and placed it by her lips. She opened her lips and took a taste. Then another. Some of her fruit cup and then most of her mashed potatoes followed. A bit of meatloaf and then the rest of her pudding. She said nothing. She did not open her eyes, even as I tried to coax her to do so. Finally, on a bit of the meatloaf.
 
She refused to open. Another offer and another refusal and so I knew after 30 minutes of being fed, she was not taking any more. I said out loud to her, I guess that is it for now and as I left I heard her faintly say: Thank you. I turned and her eyes were open and then, a second later, they closed again. For that second they were so clear and blue and aware and I imagined her quite the beauty in her youth. After that second, she was back in that space where she was when I walked in, but she had let me know she was there.
 
Next week, her condition may worsen and she will be a blue. She won't get a chance at a life saving machine, She will likely pass alone in a hospital with a loving daughter sitting at home hoping for all the world for her mother to get better. Even if I could do more medically, which I cannot, I could not alter her course. Even now, the most I could do for her he be present, give her some pudding and hope that time and some combination of medications we are giving her make a difference,
 
I do not usually have difficulty coping, but today I hit the wall and next week this day will be the good old days when I had 30 minutes to spend with one patient.

I would be willing to travel very far and pay a lot of money if Daniel ever started escorting.

Hope he stays in the biz. Very handsome.

Thanks Kody, fully agree with your "bothers". These providers should recognize that we ARE the Yelp of their practice field, and can benefit or hurt their business.

So gorgeous! Is he interactive?

http://Https://www.pornhub.com/pornstar/tom-chase
I knew Tom Chase (different name) in Boston around 1990. He was a grad student and worked as a personal trainer. He was smooth (probably shaved or waxed) and had a leaner although exceptionally well defined physique. He was such a gentleman!!! So polite and friendly with a Southern accent. He is as smart as he is hung! I hooked up with him at a party in Boston and we played in a group that summer in Provincetown.
I never heard of him returning to Boston after making videos and then escorting. Don’t know if he settled down or not but wish him the best and will always fondly recall exchanging hello’s and hugs whenever I saw him.

at least one solo masturbation scene, but have not ever done full on porn? Here are my favorites :
 
Tdesrosier in Florida, who was Ice in a Paragon scene.
 
Rusty in Texas, who was Rusty Winchester in a Manifest Men scene.
 
HoustonBrian in Texas, who was Chance LaChance who I ran across at my muscle video dot com.
 
AlexxSmith in Nevada, who is alexxsmith on flirt4free, and alex_smith1 on chaturbate.

Alright, so I sorta click-baited y’all here, but I had to say my peace. Currently in Vietnam, having traveled through Hong Kong on the way in(briefly, 2 hr connection), and in somewhat jeopardy of being stuck here / travel difficulties in the event the US gov’t starts restricting travel home. Several clients have reached out to me in concern, but it really resonates with me that @Dane Scott from SOCAL took the time to text, call, do everything but send smoke signals to see if I had a plan and if he could help out. Let me tell you, my own fucking biological brother hasn’t inquired in the slightest where I am, so it speaks volumes to the character of this man for him to extend himself like this.
 
Then again, anyone who’s been on this board for the past decade already knew what CLASS he had. Love ya brother(Ace, love you too, but he’s taking your place...)...
 
JB/“TB”

https://rent.men/Hotboytone/
I will let you know how it goes

He is a well known porn star, lots of scenes of him out there if you look

He upsells 100 to be nude...says sensual but only does theraputic as well as says mutual touch but does not make himself available to do so....avoid at all costs.