I am an older guy, still in good shape, working out twice a week, reasonably presentable, and easy to talk to. But I'm really self-conscious about my sexual ability. I was successfully treated for prostate cancer 10 years ago. I can have an orgasm but I don't ejaculate. I can still get hard, though typically with the help of a cock ring or ED pill. Even when I don't stay really hard for long, it still feels great. It takes a while for me to climax, and sometimes I don't get there. I'm happy to bottom; I like toys. But it's been a long time since I had sex with anyone, and it's time for me to experience physical intimacy again.
So how do I find a provider who will have the patience that I need? I don't want to seem like "a lot of work." Maybe I should start with someone who does erotic massage, where they're accustomed to taking their time (and oil sounds like fun!). Eventually, I'd like to find someone to play with, so he's having a good time, too.
I feel as if that's a lot to explain when contacting a provider, a bit much to leave in voicemail, but this forum is filled with the advice to be very clear when contacting someone. So how do I manage that?