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BTW I also vote in favour of getting a dog IF you consider all aspects of the commitment; emotional, time, financial, proper care and feeding, exercise and all the other things a dog requires to be healthy and happy. An unhappy dog will take it out on you and your house and furnishings. I got my first dog at the height of the AIDS epidemic before effective treatments were developed. Friends of mine were dropping like flies but I took the step as a bet on my future. Twenty five years later I got another dog after I had been diagnosed with prostate cancer and before I had entered treatment. Again an affirmation of my future. For insurance I called him Lucky. Four years later I found another dog and adopted him to be Lucky’s pal. Lucky died of old age a year and a half ago and my other dog keeps me healthy, emotionally and physically (those walks every day, rain or shine or snow, do wonders for me as well). If something were to happen to me, I have a family that is dog crazy and he would be well taken care of if I were gone. You only have one life to live and putting something off that you want and think would add to your life means foregoing your happiness today and in the future, something you can never get back.

I’ve had many massages over the years, from therapeutic, to sensual and erotic. I distinguish between sensual and erotic as follows and I make my expectations clear with the masseur before engaging him. Sensual is where the masseur may be scantily clad as in a jock strap or tiny briefs and I am fully nude on the table. I expect full touching on his part on all my body parts and stimulation but I do not expect to touch his private parts. I do like to caress his thighs, his arms and hands and belly and chest when in range. A happy ending should be included if requested by me. An erotic is at a higher level of contact. It includes all of the above plus can include kissing, not necessarily on the lips but for instance on my neck, back or other parts or vice versa. Does not include penetration but full body contact such as where the masseur lies on my back and rubs up and down. His penis may tease my butt cheeks. I think of erotic massage as like foreplay before the main event with a BFE. Hence I may caress his cock but not suck it. Some erotic massages end up as full service BFE but usually entails moving to a higher fee if the masseur requests and I agree on the amount. All massages should cover my entire body with good techniques. At the end I want to feel full body relaxation no matter what the level.

I cant stop watching this. How nice is to be in love.
 

It's not a song per se. But this clip, the love between these two cannot fail to bring a lump to your throat
P.S. If this post belongs elsewhere, kindly let know, please.

Beautiful. Take me to church
 

Jon Secada - If You Go

This song used to make me melancholy when it first came out. I guess it's the subject matter. Now it makes me even more melancholy thinking of that time in my life.
 

 
Gman

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The first few strains on the guitar on You Were Wonderful Tonight by Eric Clapton makes my eyes well up and soon after the tears flow.

 
Lady in Red by Chris DeBurgh also gets me from the first notes.
Both of these are tied to very special moments in my life and those first notes take me right back there.

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The first few strains on the guitar on You Were Wonderful Tonight by Eric Clapton makes my eyes well up and soon after the tears flow.

 
Lady in Red by Chris DeBurgh also gets me from the first notes.
Both of these are tied to very special moments in my life and those first notes take me right back there.

The Cars - Drive

The Cars - Drive

BTW I also vote in favour of getting a dog IF you consider all aspects of the commitment; emotional, time, financial, proper care and feeding, exercise and all the other things a dog requires to be healthy and happy. An unhappy dog will take it out on you and your house and furnishings. I got my first dog at the height of the AIDS epidemic before effective treatments were developed. Friends of mine were dropping like flies but I took the step as a bet on my future. Twenty five years later I got another dog after I had been diagnosed with prostate cancer and before I had entered treatment. Again an affirmation of my future. For insurance I called him Lucky. Four years later I found another dog and adopted him to be Lucky’s pal. Lucky died of old age a year and a half ago and my other dog keeps me healthy, emotionally and physically (those walks every day, rain or shine or snow, do wonders for me as well). If something were to happen to me, I have a family that is dog crazy and he would be well taken care of if I were gone. You only have one life to live and putting something off that you want and think would add to your life means foregoing your happiness today and in the future, something you can never get back.

I am easily satisfied with the very best.

For what it’s worth, I find it easier, and less emotionally risky, to treat every new escort experience as if it were a physical therapy appointment with a new PT, or a workout with a new trainer. Then it becomes an exercise of his pleasure-giving skills, and of my capacity to respond, and give pleasure back. I don’t pay my PT or my trainer to be my friends — but if they’re doing their job, and I’m doing mine, then there’s a chance that friendship can grow out of mutual respect, even if the relationship remains an essentially commercial one.

I often felt like that after hiring. It was a high followed by an even more intense low. This was the norm until I met the person who would become my first regular. I saw him for many years. Overnights, weekends, even longer. I would probably still be seeing him today if circumstances wouldn't have made that impossible. But the important thing in this, was that I finally met someone who didn't make me feel bad about myself afterwards, and that made all the difference.
After, I still saw escorts.. but less frequently. Again those bad feelings about myself afterwards returned. Just when I was about to give up, I met the escort that would become my second regular. We have progressed from an hour to overnight to full weekends. Once again I never feel bad about myself after seeing him.
 
Here are few important things to keep in mind though.
Do not allow seeing escorts to replace your real life experiences of making real friends and dating. To do so will definitely reinforce those negative feelings and self-worth doubts because you will not experience friendship and affection without paying for it. Unfortunately, it's way too easy to fall into this trap.
 
While escorts and clients can develop deep relationships of some sort, always remember that its almost always transactional based. You can be friendly, your companion may actually enjoy your company... but It's a job for your companion. When the $ stops so does the "friendship & affection".
*There are a VERY few exceptions to this (but it's so extremely rare) and should never be expected.
 
You don't pay people to be your real friends.
 
Most importantly, if the net effect on you is negative, definitely stop seeing escorts.

BTW I also vote in favour of getting a dog IF you consider all aspects of the commitment; emotional, time, financial, proper care and feeding, exercise and all the other things a dog requires to be healthy and happy. An unhappy dog will take it out on you and your house and furnishings. I got my first dog at the height of the AIDS epidemic before effective treatments were developed. Friends of mine were dropping like flies but I took the step as a bet on my future. Twenty five years later I got another dog after I had been diagnosed with prostate cancer and before I had entered treatment. Again an affirmation of my future. For insurance I called him Lucky. Four years later I found another dog and adopted him to be Lucky’s pal. Lucky died of old age a year and a half ago and my other dog keeps me healthy, emotionally and physically (those walks every day, rain or shine or snow, do wonders for me as well). If something were to happen to me, I have a family that is dog crazy and he would be well taken care of if I were gone. You only have one life to live and putting something off that you want and think would add to your life means foregoing your happiness today and in the future, something you can never get back.

Currently I don’t see a problem. I use it exclusively to find escorts. I am also comfortable with their being based in Europe where laws on prostitution and gay sex generally are much more relaxed and progressive. Being in Canada I also get access to all the comments in their reviews, which is very helpful in making decisions re hiring.